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Forget regret or life is yours to miss...

Happy Birthday, Austin!
Have an awesome birthday! Love you!

No other road
No other way
No day but today

-Rent

So at 4:30 am I woke up completely freaked out about the surgery. Like, can't breathe, can't sleep, ohmygodwhatamidoing freaked out. I was lucky enough to find a community on LJ for women who have had/are getting breast reductions, so it's kind of comforting to hear that everyone else woke up the morning of surgery and wanted to cancel it, too. I think I'm just going to try to get my mind off of it for today and tomorrow...put my focus where it needs to be for the holidays. When they're over, all systems are go for BR plans.

I was going to apologize for talking about this so much, and then I decided against it. I mean, this is the biggest thing that's ever happened to me. I'll talk about it as much as I want. :)

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awriterswindow
Dec. 25th, 2004 10:51 pm (UTC)
1) Thanks. You're right...it is a big thing. I've wanted to do it since this time last year, and they wouldn't touch me until I was 17, so now I can do it. I just can't wait to wear normal clothes...I am incredibly excited about things like halter tops and dresses. It'll take a while for me to be completely healed and to go down to the size I am supposed to be because of swelling and stuff, but there will be some difference within a day or so, which is so cool.

2) Yes, I did! I got it the other day. Thank you so much for everything you said. It really meant so much to me. It's nice to know that you mean something to someone. I am saving that note. :) Your card is a tish late...I'm bad about these things. You will get it, though! I promise.

3) Thanks! The layout is a product of boredom from when I was in Las Vegas a few months ago. I just played with this thing and found out how to do a lot of stuff. I love Rent, too! Austin gave me the cast recording for Christmas and I loooooooove it. The show was really amazing, too.

I'm sorry things haven't been going so well. I understand how it can get and I understand how it's not always easy to talk to people when you're stressed. I get like that, too.

Can you get another journal? I mean, I know it sucks to create a new one, but would it work if you did?

Oh, and I realized that the reason you don't know about the breast reduction (or didn't before now) is b/c I screwed up my friends list and didn't add you back. I went through this thing where I decided not to add anyone from school with few exceptions (because of what happened), and I'm holding to that, but I am going to add you back right this second. So lots of reading material for you, now! LOL.

♥
Ash

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