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I walk these streets in a spectacle

"The one thing they can't take away from you is your truth. The question is, can you handle mine?" -(of all people) Britney Spears

Yes, I quoted her. Or I could possibly have quoted Bobby Brown, who did that song before her. Anyway, since I have a passion for all things profound and philosophical, I appreciated that.

Last night I babysat for this really nice family. It was probably the easiest sitting job I've ever had, considering that the kids were old enough to entertain themselves. I basically read a book, solved a couple of squabbles, and made dinner. Austin, The Alchemist is great. I'm reading it now and I am totally in love with it.

Obviously, this means that I really didn't go to Homecoming. I think that surprised some people, particularly teachers. Mrs. Loewe and this junior girl Whitney said in unison, "You're not going in your senior year?" on Friday when they asked me and I told them no. I just didn't feel like it, and I didn't feel at all bad for going. Jon asked me if I was trying to make some kind of statement, and although that sounds exactly like something I would do, I wasn't. Plus, I think Homecoming is a nice thing. I just didn't want to be part of it this year.

Gilmore Girls has a marathon on today, so I've watched a bit of that. Good stuff. Rory's so cool. I think it's awesome that someone finally created a character that is pretty but is not always with a guy, who is smart but not nerdy-looking, who is intelligent but does not have all the answers.

I've realized that sometimes things happen to you that cut you so deeply they leave a really big scar on your life and on your personality, and even when it's all over and you're finally okay again...you'll be forever different.

And NO, it's not about a person. LOL.

P.S. Rachel has been officially corrupted- she now has a livejournal. Rach, add me back. Go to "your friends" and click the check mark next to my name.

P.P.S. I now have an FSU flag on my door, covering half of it. GO SEMINOLES!


( 6 comments — Leave a comment )
Oct. 3rd, 2004 03:59 pm (UTC)
I don't disapprove of you not attending homecoming. I did miss you there though. I actually got inside and said out loud "we gotta find Ashley now" and i was like "oops, didn't come! he he". But hell, I said at the beginning of the dance how it was a waste of money, which is partly true but since later on in the night I got really into it it was fun. But poor Mariana and her date. They didn't even move from the table. Well, no. They did slow dance to the last slow song. Anyways, Mrs. Loewe is a bitch, always was, always will be. I would still like to see her arm blow up though! I will try to put you on my 'friends' list but I might have problems 'cuz i find myself to be LJ illiterate! See you tomorrow at Lunch! omg, by the way, i just did spell check on this thing and it marked the word 'cuz' up above. (yes, im so lazy i cant type out be..lol) and for a suggestion, they had the word 'cum'! he he he
Oct. 4th, 2004 06:07 pm (UTC)
Re: hey!
Aww...you make me feel so important and special! Thank you. I know you didn't disapprove of my decision. It was mostly teachers going, "I can't believe you're not going in your senior year!" and little juniors. We'll all go to prom and have a blast and it'll be great.

LOL about Mrs. Loewe. You're so funny.

LJ spell-check can get kinky sometimes... ;)
Oct. 4th, 2004 07:36 pm (UTC)
Re: hey!
Melissa and Holly are set on all of us NOT going to prom...lol...but I don't know what i want. Well, I really want a date for Prom, but that aint gonna happen! lol, but in a way i think we all should go...we can always "go on Holly's boat" any other old time. (that was what they were planning)TTYL!
Oct. 4th, 2004 07:38 pm (UTC)
Re: hey!
LOL. I think what I really want is for us all to do something really fun and awesome together, whether it involves going to the prom or having anti-prom.

We all need to get on Holly's boat again. That was fun. :)
Oct. 3rd, 2004 05:55 pm (UTC)
The one thing that I totally love about you is how you're so...you. Who cares if you don't go to Homecoming? If you don't want to go, then don't go. If you want to go, then go. It's that simple. Plus you're so much more mature than your peers. Everyone is freaking out about Homecoming and school spirit and you're like "Pshah, this is high school. I've got school spirit for my college, and that's the place that REALLY helps me be who I really am."

Or I could be totally misinterpreting that. Just my own observation...
Oct. 4th, 2004 06:09 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I really needed to hear that. That is such a special thing to say. It really made my day and made me smile. *hugs*

Love you! O:-)

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