December 24th, 2004

feet butterfly

Forget regret or life is yours to miss...

Happy Birthday, Austin!
Have an awesome birthday! Love you!

No other road
No other way
No day but today

-Rent

So at 4:30 am I woke up completely freaked out about the surgery. Like, can't breathe, can't sleep, ohmygodwhatamidoing freaked out. I was lucky enough to find a community on LJ for women who have had/are getting breast reductions, so it's kind of comforting to hear that everyone else woke up the morning of surgery and wanted to cancel it, too. I think I'm just going to try to get my mind off of it for today and tomorrow...put my focus where it needs to be for the holidays. When they're over, all systems are go for BR plans.

I was going to apologize for talking about this so much, and then I decided against it. I mean, this is the biggest thing that's ever happened to me. I'll talk about it as much as I want. :)
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