September 7th, 2004

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The last straw

Am I being punished for something? Because in the span of two weeks:

  • I found out I had 10 days to do everything to apply for FSU, the only college I feel like applying to and therefore, attending.

  • Someone rear-ended my car, and although no damage was done to them, thousands of dollars worth was done to my car.

  • I found out that my mother isn't really as open as I thought when it comes to my beliefs.

  • I found out that we don't have collision insurance for my car, and that if the cost of fixing my car is too expensive, we'll just get rid of it.

  • A category 4 hurricane (which turned out to be a category 2) hit where I live and took down the power and everything else.

  • Because of that, we all couldn't go out of the house FOREVER and when we did everything was fucking closed.

  • I feel like I can't be who I am without being attacked emotionally.

  • I feel like a lot of my friendships are falling apart (don't ASK if it's you).

  • I hate our high school drama program (THERE, I SAID IT) and I'm starting to hate journalism too, because for reasons I cannot explain, my teacher is being really mean to everyone, and really snippy with me.

  • Other stuff I'm just not going to mention.

  • And now...(and this is just the BEST fucking part)...
  • My car won't start. And don't you think the fact that my trunk is crunched in etc etc is ENOUGH to deal with?

  • So there you have it, my darlings. That has been my life for the past two weeks. And yes, I know that positive things have happened. I'm counting my blessings on all my fingers and toes. But sometimes, I would just like for SOMETHING to go right for...I don't know...a WEEK?

    *screams and runs away*
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