July 28th, 2004

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If I speak, I am condemned...if I stay silent, I am damned

At least that's the way I feel at the moment.

Two things about today:

Positive: Happiness is standing in your kitchen being wrapped up in a phone cord listening to the voice of a person that you love more than you can describe,laughing with them so hard you can barely breathe, and just enjoying what it feels like to love and be loved.

Negative: I truly know the meaning of, "The hardest part about moving forward is not looking back." (with credit to Felicity)And no, I am not talking about a romantic relationship. It is really hard to stand your ground and know that you did all you could and that you did the right thing. Even so, a loss is still a loss.
  • Current Mood
    content but slightly sad
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First time, shame on you. Second time, shame on me.
  • Current Mood
    hurt