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"If you really want to be happy, nobody can stop you." -Sister Mary Tricky



Peanuts Is Love

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That's for Jon, because he's the best Charlie Brown ever.

Anyway, I worked today from 12-5. No customers using counterfeit bills or anything, so it was slightly boring. I did a lot of running around (in heels, no less- I'm all grown up, Court! lol) and helped customers out. Dad came in to give me my Avenue Q shirt (AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [End happy dance]). He told me that they sell shirts with quotations from the show on them (AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! [END second happy dance]). When I go on Thursday (I'll spare you a third happy dance), I'll have to look into those.

I feel like I can't say anything in here anymore without offending anyone. If I don't mention a name or if I say how I feel about something, it's bound to piss someone off. I wish I was one of those people who just didn't give a shit, but the fact is that I do care. The great thing is that when someone really gets upset at you, they don't tell you anything. They tell someone else, get it out of their system, and save it for when they're REALLY fucking mad at you. As in, "And do you remember last Christmas when you fill in the blank with some incredibly asinine act you don't even remember doing? I hated that!"

The other part of it is that other people have used their livejournals in negative ways, towards myself and towards other friends/peers/acquaintances. I've tried to keep that do a bare minimum in my own livejournal, and since the past couple weeks have been difficult in the area of friendships, I've had less and less to say due to that fact. Otherwise, I'd be bitching people out via my journal.

Which is why I feel totally censored.





Thoughts, anyone?

Comments

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last_chance_314
Aug. 8th, 2004 06:04 pm (UTC)
i hope my journal doesnt offend you, or i make you feel bad about anything, bc i try to bring happiness.
i know i bother you with my stories and all the b.s. i tell you about you know who, and im sorry, i'll try not to bring it up, even though you give the best advice, wether or not its what i want to hear. i love ya and your the best. cant wait to have our lunch talks!

-melissa
awriterswindow
Aug. 9th, 2004 10:59 am (UTC)
You've never hurt me, to my recollection. And I don't care that you talk about you know who. I worry about him hurting you, that's all. You can talk to me about anything you want whenever you want. And your journal doesn't bother me. I love you. :)
blossom_toez
Aug. 8th, 2004 07:52 pm (UTC)
you shouldn't feel censored at all, it's your journal and if anybody's offended they don't have to read it.

Jeez, I should really listen to my own advice. I know how you feel though, like I can't say certain things for fear of offending something. I've had people get irritated with me before. That's why I have a personal paper journal, where I can say whatever I want without caring who I piss off.
awriterswindow
Aug. 9th, 2004 11:00 am (UTC)
Thanks. :)

LOL, I know. It's like Portia said in The Merchant of Venice (and I'm paraphrasing): "I could teach 20,000 people to do the right thing and not be able to follow my own instruction."

Or something.

I have one of those, too. I've been writing in it a lot more lately.
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