At least that's the way I feel at the moment.

Two things about today:

Positive: Happiness is standing in your kitchen being wrapped up in a phone cord listening to the voice of a person that you love more than you can describe,laughing with them so hard you can barely breathe, and just enjoying what it feels like to love and be loved.

Negative: I truly know the meaning of, "The hardest part about moving forward is not looking back." (with credit to Felicity)And no, I am not talking about a romantic relationship. It is really hard to stand your ground and know that you did all you could and that you did the right thing. Even so, a loss is still a loss.